My friend Jamie called me out awhile ago, to make my predictions for this MLB season. Here they are (finally).
AL Central: Minnesota Twins
AL East: New York Yankees
AL West: Los Angeles Angels
AL Wildcard:Tampa Bay Rays
Yanks over Twins, Angels over Rays
Angels over Yanks
NL Central: St. Louis Cardinals
NL East: Philadelphia Phillies
NL West: Los Angeles Dodgers
NL Wildcard: Colorado Rockies
Phillies over Cards, Dodgers over Rockies
Phillies over Dodgers
World Series: Phillies over Angels in 6 games
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Spring Break - Wednesday
A leisurely breakfast at Zumbro, then a few errands. A few hours sitting outside in the warm sun, feeling the light breezes, reading Agassi's book. My brain finally winding down...a much needed break.
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Spring Break - Tuesday
I could get used to this sleeping in late! After a nice, restful morning, I went to Normandale Lake for a long walk. Now I think it's nice enough again to grab my book and head outside for a bit. Plus, a fire tonight at Dan and Heidi's - Spring break rocks!
Monday, March 29, 2010
Spring Break - Monday
This morning I slept in until around 9:00, and then enjoyed a raspberry muffin (from Zumbro) and some coffee. I then got a little work stuff out of the way (applied for a few jobs for next Fall, and got back in touch with my placement agency for the Summer hopefully).
I then spent quite a bit of time raking the yard, picking up the flower beds, and enjoying the glorious sunshine. I am now going to grab a few good books, sit in my chair outside, and partake in a cigar -- I love Spring break!
I then spent quite a bit of time raking the yard, picking up the flower beds, and enjoying the glorious sunshine. I am now going to grab a few good books, sit in my chair outside, and partake in a cigar -- I love Spring break!
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Twins Open House
Today the Minnesota Twins had an open house to view the new Target Field, open only to season ticket holders. A friend (Jamie) and I bought a 20-game package, and we received free tickets to today's event. Unfortunately, Jamie was in Germany on a missions trip, so my friend Dan joined me instead. It was an awesome day! I am so happy that the Twins are finally going to be playing outdoors, where baseball is meant to be played. The grass was covered up today for some reason, but it still looked great. Here are a few pictures of the stadium.
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Loneliness
Loneliness is a bitch (harsh, but true). I am tired of seeing everyone else get what I want. Finding someone to love, being loved by another, getting married, having children, raising a family. Man was not designed to be alone; that is why God created woman. Yet, I am still alone.
I am sick and tired of going places and being by myself - a restaurant, a store, a mall, the movies, etc. I once had hopes and dreams of being a husband and a father, but not so much anymore. I am beginning to doubt it will ever happen. Each passing day I see another gray hair in my sideburns and goatee. I am beginning to feel my age; my body aches. I wake up each morning alone, and fall asleep each night alone. I go to school, come home each night, and spend too much time without someone to talk to, to share a meal with, to read a book or watch TV beside, to nap along with, or to sit in blissful silence with.
I am not expecting an answer from anyone, and am really tired of their sympathy or lack of patience. People don't know what to say to me, how to treat me, what to do with me. Being single isn't all that some people think it is - I'd trade places with just about anyone else.
I have turned the comment feature off on this post, as I don't want anyone to post the same old, same old. I am not expecting sympathy, suggestions, or even prayers. I am being honest, raw, and vulnerable. My life is really difficult, as I struggle getting through each and every day. God knows my heart, as He gave me these desires. Yet, I am not comforted by His presence - I cannot talk to Him face to face, argue with Him, plead with Him, or even question His will. He is not keeping me company when I need it the most. I will always follow Him, but I am having a really hard time understanding why I am alone.
A single glove, a single sock, dinner for one...all missing something. Just my thoughts and feelings, that is all. Honest, raw, vulnerable, and lonely.
I am sick and tired of going places and being by myself - a restaurant, a store, a mall, the movies, etc. I once had hopes and dreams of being a husband and a father, but not so much anymore. I am beginning to doubt it will ever happen. Each passing day I see another gray hair in my sideburns and goatee. I am beginning to feel my age; my body aches. I wake up each morning alone, and fall asleep each night alone. I go to school, come home each night, and spend too much time without someone to talk to, to share a meal with, to read a book or watch TV beside, to nap along with, or to sit in blissful silence with.
I am not expecting an answer from anyone, and am really tired of their sympathy or lack of patience. People don't know what to say to me, how to treat me, what to do with me. Being single isn't all that some people think it is - I'd trade places with just about anyone else.
I have turned the comment feature off on this post, as I don't want anyone to post the same old, same old. I am not expecting sympathy, suggestions, or even prayers. I am being honest, raw, and vulnerable. My life is really difficult, as I struggle getting through each and every day. God knows my heart, as He gave me these desires. Yet, I am not comforted by His presence - I cannot talk to Him face to face, argue with Him, plead with Him, or even question His will. He is not keeping me company when I need it the most. I will always follow Him, but I am having a really hard time understanding why I am alone.
A single glove, a single sock, dinner for one...all missing something. Just my thoughts and feelings, that is all. Honest, raw, vulnerable, and lonely.
Monday, November 16, 2009
Contentment
Some thoughts from Donald Miller's latest book, A Million Miles in a Thousand Years, that are really hitting close to home with me these days:
"God allows Job's family to be taken, along with his wealth and his health. Job calls out to God, asking why God would let this happen. God does not answer Job's question. It's as though God starts off his message to the world by explaining there are painful realities in life we cannot and will never understand. Instead, he appears to Job in a whirlwind and asks if Job knows who stops the waves on the shore or stores the snow in Wichita every winter. He asks Job who manages the constellations that reel through the night sky."
"And that is essentially all God says to Job. God doesn't explain pain philosophically or even lists its benefits. God says to Job, Job, I know what I am doing, and this whole thing isn't about you. Job responds, even before his health and wealth are restored by saying, 'All of this is too wonderful for me.' Job found contentment and even joy, outside the context of comfort, health or stability. He understood the story was not about him, and he cared more about the story than he did about himself."
"Paul says Jesus is the hope that will not disappoint. I find that comforting. That helps me get through the day, to be honest. It even makes me content somehow. Maybe that's what Paul meant when he said he'd learned the secret of contentment."
I like it when God speaks to me through other people, and through their experiences. It shows me that I am not alone in my own thinking, that others have similar struggles too. I have a long way to go towards being content, but I am at least on the path, walking towards it...
"God allows Job's family to be taken, along with his wealth and his health. Job calls out to God, asking why God would let this happen. God does not answer Job's question. It's as though God starts off his message to the world by explaining there are painful realities in life we cannot and will never understand. Instead, he appears to Job in a whirlwind and asks if Job knows who stops the waves on the shore or stores the snow in Wichita every winter. He asks Job who manages the constellations that reel through the night sky."
"And that is essentially all God says to Job. God doesn't explain pain philosophically or even lists its benefits. God says to Job, Job, I know what I am doing, and this whole thing isn't about you. Job responds, even before his health and wealth are restored by saying, 'All of this is too wonderful for me.' Job found contentment and even joy, outside the context of comfort, health or stability. He understood the story was not about him, and he cared more about the story than he did about himself."
"Paul says Jesus is the hope that will not disappoint. I find that comforting. That helps me get through the day, to be honest. It even makes me content somehow. Maybe that's what Paul meant when he said he'd learned the secret of contentment."
I like it when God speaks to me through other people, and through their experiences. It shows me that I am not alone in my own thinking, that others have similar struggles too. I have a long way to go towards being content, but I am at least on the path, walking towards it...
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